Happy New Year!

So it's officially 2020! I can't believe how quickly and kinda slowly 2019 went. The year was an absolute whirlwind. I broke up with my incredibly toxic boyfriend and got with a new man (who is the best guy I've ever been with), did good things and bad things (like everyone does nobody's perfect), I had a pretty depressing summer (like every summer), came back to uni and switched from Performing Arts to Sociology, new strangers became new friends and old friends became new enemies, I started counselling and learned some new things about myself and the people I have surrounded myself with, I struggled with deadlines, had online disputes, lots of bitching sessions, cried a lot, smiled a lot, got a whole new hairstyle and even joined a sports society (rounders)!

For 2020 I plan to stay the same old me but tweak a couple things. This year I really wanna work on bettering myself, I want to focus more on my studies, my blog and my YouTube channel. I want to do more with my life than just watch Netflix (it gets pretty boring after a while lol). I want to do some things out of my comfort zone. The next resolution is a little bit embarrassing but people who know me really well know that I don't have the best shower and teeth brushing schedule (because of my anxiety and because when you feel like you're gonna puke all the time you don't really feel like doing either of those things) so I want to work on that. I would also like to start eating real meals instead of Pot Noodles and Paninis all the time (as tasty as they are). I want to actually look after myself for once. This year I have no time for toxicity so if I stop bothering with you that's why, I would like to say that this year I also want to stop holding grudges but I'm not sure I'm mature enough for that yet BUT I will be working on it. This year I just want to get better health wise and be a better person. Obviously none of this is going to happen overnight but I think as long as I'm trying that's all that matters. Thank you everyone who has been here for me, the new people as well as the old people, I appreciate every single one of you. Thank you everyone who last year taught me a lesson whether it was a positive one or a negative one. Thank you to everyone I've fallen out with, I know it sounds weird but without you I wouldn't have learnt what I learnt and I wouldn't be who I am now. I think every single thing that happens to you no matter how good or bad or big or small shapes you into the person you end up being so I thank every single person who I have been around whether we had good or bad experiences because without you I wouldn't be me. I shall be wiping everyone's slate cleans so if we've fallen out and you want to fix it we can just drop me a message because this new decade is fresh start for EVERYBODY.

Happy New Year everybody! I hope you all had a good Christmas and New Years celebrations and welcome to the new decade, I wish you all the best.